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Golden Age Vol. 1 (Demos)

by Peter Bonoff

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1.
golden age 02:56
well I sure get tired dreaming of some "golden age" like a wild animal in some silver cage what's there to do outside this room right now? I'm not gonna wait around to find out I can feel the world turning can you hear the rain? it goes pitter patter on the ceiling
2.
Mourning 03:35
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Hydra 06:01
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Vessel 07:15
What can you be a vessel for? Who can you let live? Are you listening or are you thinking about something you said? I'll ask again What can you be a vessel for? Who can you let live? Are you listening or are you thinking about something you said?
7.
Be In Love 02:36
everybody wants to be free how can we be free from ourselves? all that hurts all we fear all we see in the mirror 'til there's nothing else how do we let go of the sky and the moon and the stars 'til we're in our heart? how do we let go of needing to be apart? I'm talkin' bout the love we feel it's all that's real all there ever was so if you're gonna make a deal and sign your seal you do it only once and be in love
8.
I'm tired of being so serious all the time I'm ready to live in my prime Can you dig that? Can you dig that? I don't need to read all the fucking signs to know it's all in my mind It's within me It's within you So how do we get back there all on our own? Joy and forgiveness make me whole In the basement down at 5115 I'm keeping my Mama's spirit alive Can you feel it in this moment? My Daddy's upstairs working in the den His heart is on the mend He's devoted, he is patient The birds are flying 'round in the yard They come from near, they come from far They are here now, singing sweet songs I think I will go pull weeds in the garden, feel the soil between my fingers We get to choose what we want to grow So pull your worries by the root and throw them in the bin Joy and forgiveness grow again Joy and forgiveness grow again

about

There are no words to express losing my Mother. I can only describe it as a sense of being dead myself, while still being alive. Being here, breathing, while not having anything to do with being here. She passed on February 4 2020, two days before my 27th birthday.

A little over a month later, COVID-19 was declared a global pandemic and I found myself confined to the home I was raised in. For a year and a half I was quarantined in the space I identify with Mom, surrounded by artifacts and pictures of her, but without her physical presence. This contradiction was intensified by the isolation from the rest of the world. I could not help but see a parallel between my personal loss and the collective experience. In a way, everyone was faced with the mystery of death: how do you connect with someone you cannot physically be with?

The notion of a "Golden Age", a period when quality of life was especially good and art was at its peak, is, in my opinion, inherently dubious. Of course, we can learn from history and hopefully glean ideas and practices that empower us in positive ways. But to compare one age to another implies that this moment is somehow separate from every other moment. The way I see it, at any given point in time there can be immeasurable suffering and immeasurable beauty. Our golden age is simply the moment we have right now.

These 8 songs were recorded between April 2020 and July 2021. I did not set out to record an album. The music was what I needed in the moment. I am grateful to share it.

Thank you for listening.

Peace,
Peter

credits

released July 8, 2022

All music and lyrics were written, performed, produced, recorded and mixed by Peter Bonoff

Mastered by Alex Bonoff

Recording took place in West Linn, Oregon

Album cover by Peter Bonoff
featured painting:
"Fluctuate"
20 x 20
Acrylic on canvas

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